Need help with AI anxiety

I know here ai posts are disliked but i really need help and just thoughts from more experienced people. I'm still a student with 2 years before graduation with great passion for systems programming especially operating systems and been learning them for a while now and of course, rust has been a joy to learn and use, but recently I just found myself unmotivated, I feel like, what if AI get much better than what it is now, with fable and that shit. and what if they focus more on optimizing that it start costing way cheaper, i feel lost, unmotivated, asking myself what's the point if all my skills and study time became worthless.. especially that i have adhd and i really love and hyperfocus on things that i love, and thinking about switching career feels like torture to me, not that i financially can but even if i could it would be miserable.. I just wish llms never existed.